Rebirth-Day 4

I picked up my old Love Dare book and began flipping through the pages to see how far I had gotten. I think I made it to Day 12 before giving up. Why is it so important to have Love in your life? Why do I need that right now? In the end, I realize now how important Family is and that "running the streets" has no ending point but death.

I read Psalm 119 (Thanks Michelle) and it really helped me grasp God's unfailing love that I am guilty of forgetting sometimes during my worse times.

I asked God for a clean heart. I asked the Lord to be the light under my feet and order my pathway. Right now, my life has many road blocks and I need strength to get over each hurdle that keeps me inward.

I pray for restoration of my family, love, peace, and joy. Please pray for me.

Rebirth-Day 3

Woke up this morning feeling like I lost the one thing in my heart that no one even knew I loved.

Bothered by the desire to restore what was lost, I face the uncertainty of never feeling the way I felt. Trapped in a conclusive predicament, head down, I miss you. Life has not been the same.

The Rebirth-Day 2

With repentance, comes understanding. With understanding, comes growth.

Lord, in your living word, Psalm 138 reads: "Lord, with all my heart I thank you. I will sing your praises before the armies of angels in heaven. I face your Temple as I worship, giving thanks to you for all your lovingkindness and faithfulness, for your promises are backed by all the honor of your name. When I pray, you answer me, and encourage me by giving me the strength I need."

Right now Lord I need you like never before. I do not want to duplicate what has already been done that destroyed a household, love, and family. I am seeking understanding daily, but I do not feel like I am growing.

I NEED YOU LORD LIKE MY SKIN NEEDS THE SUN.

The Rebirth-Day 1

"Breathe Unto Me Oh Lord"

My heart is still searching and wondering, Why me?