Rebirth Day-12

Searching the deepest waters attempting to find forgiveness that is buried deeply behind your bitterness and anger. Becoming frustrated that Love has traveled eastward while my arms are wide open, though my eyes are not focused on the finish line before me. Sorrowed and remorseful about awful decisions I made. But Loved watching the way your Pretty wings soared...I found hope as I stared gracefully at them.

Many days I stared loneliness in its stark and eery state-I befriended it and took some of its intrinsic characteristics which tended to slumber my disposition.

To the end of the earth, I will find you again. I will not be the problem, but the solution as I should have been.

No longer will I Love with my head down and not allow myself to see the true essence of beauty that contains the very factors that coincide with the many love ballads that play tribute to my love for you.

Each captured, photographed, and unspoken through endless love making up until WE birth another you.

Stay open and humble my Love because when I find you I will know exactly what to do with you.

Letting go. Rebirth-Day 11

Your EVERYTHING is what i wanted. I pursued you willingly because thats where my heart wanted to be. You turned your back on me, my feelings, my regrets, and my apologies. Left me crying in bed as you make fun of the sincerity of my advances. So mean with your deciding words, something is so different about you-another man i figured. Hurt over rid my love for which i would die fighting for my destiny with you, but you chose another path, headed in the opposite direction of me, so I shook my head in numbness knowingly concluding that I will never make love to you under the stars again. I will never get a chance to say I Love You just because. I just wanted to love on you with humility and fortitude. Now, as you violate me with angered words, I will silently, like a thief in the night, walk away and move on.

Rebirth-Day 10

God is in the business of Restoration. Claiming Victory in Jesus' name. Amen.

Rebirth-Day 9

Its funny how people can make fun of your feelings by "talking" to others about what was said through conversation, but those same people tend to forget to take inventory of their own lives. My feelings are not housed at Toys R US where you can play and fondle away with them then shelve them anywhere you want to. God says:

Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” ²⁰ To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” ²¹ Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

FYI: My chest is much bigger than yours! So I stand steadfast in God's living word, so keep talking, laughing, and spreading my business around. In the end, I will continue to do me.

Rebirth-Day 8

Something very special is going to happen this weekend. I can feel it. My prayer for today:

Humble me today Oh Lord in your surrender. Give my family and friends the peace that they need to get through the day. Lord, allow your love to be their portion. Give them the fortitude to keep pressing forward to do what you purposed them to do on this very day. I pray this in your mighty name, in the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior, my redeemer and best friend. Amen.

Rebirth-Day 7

Right now: Listening to Judacamp-Proved Yourself.

God is Faithful! HE proves it everyday when HIS MERCY wakes me up in the morning.

Rebirth-Day 6

I realized today, after a self-evaluation of myself, that some people want to keep you and judge you based upon your past. Funny thing is they are the first people who say "you will never change." Judge yourself before you judge others!!!

Rebirth-Day 5

Woke up this morning having "arguments" in my head. Situational arguments stemming from a past relationship toppled with the things in my heart that I never had a chance to display. I thought about a puppet. A puppet is controlled by the manipulation of a person to control its every movement. So the question of the day: Who controls you? Are you satan's puppet or is God in your driver's seat? Satan controls people through manipulation, lies, and deception. God is love, forever faithful, long-suffering, and loves the unsaved just as much as the saved. God wants to drive you to victory everyday, so again, I ask...Who controls you? Whose in your driver's seat???