Rebirth-Day 8

Something very special is going to happen this weekend. I can feel it. My prayer for today:

Humble me today Oh Lord in your surrender. Give my family and friends the peace that they need to get through the day. Lord, allow your love to be their portion. Give them the fortitude to keep pressing forward to do what you purposed them to do on this very day. I pray this in your mighty name, in the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior, my redeemer and best friend. Amen.

Rebirth-Day 7

Right now: Listening to Judacamp-Proved Yourself.

God is Faithful! HE proves it everyday when HIS MERCY wakes me up in the morning.

Rebirth-Day 6

I realized today, after a self-evaluation of myself, that some people want to keep you and judge you based upon your past. Funny thing is they are the first people who say "you will never change." Judge yourself before you judge others!!!

Rebirth-Day 5

Woke up this morning having "arguments" in my head. Situational arguments stemming from a past relationship toppled with the things in my heart that I never had a chance to display. I thought about a puppet. A puppet is controlled by the manipulation of a person to control its every movement. So the question of the day: Who controls you? Are you satan's puppet or is God in your driver's seat? Satan controls people through manipulation, lies, and deception. God is love, forever faithful, long-suffering, and loves the unsaved just as much as the saved. God wants to drive you to victory everyday, so again, I ask...Who controls you? Whose in your driver's seat???

Rebirth-Day 4

I picked up my old Love Dare book and began flipping through the pages to see how far I had gotten. I think I made it to Day 12 before giving up. Why is it so important to have Love in your life? Why do I need that right now? In the end, I realize now how important Family is and that "running the streets" has no ending point but death.

I read Psalm 119 (Thanks Michelle) and it really helped me grasp God's unfailing love that I am guilty of forgetting sometimes during my worse times.

I asked God for a clean heart. I asked the Lord to be the light under my feet and order my pathway. Right now, my life has many road blocks and I need strength to get over each hurdle that keeps me inward.

I pray for restoration of my family, love, peace, and joy. Please pray for me.

Rebirth-Day 3

Woke up this morning feeling like I lost the one thing in my heart that no one even knew I loved.

Bothered by the desire to restore what was lost, I face the uncertainty of never feeling the way I felt. Trapped in a conclusive predicament, head down, I miss you. Life has not been the same.

The Rebirth-Day 2

With repentance, comes understanding. With understanding, comes growth.

Lord, in your living word, Psalm 138 reads: "Lord, with all my heart I thank you. I will sing your praises before the armies of angels in heaven. I face your Temple as I worship, giving thanks to you for all your lovingkindness and faithfulness, for your promises are backed by all the honor of your name. When I pray, you answer me, and encourage me by giving me the strength I need."

Right now Lord I need you like never before. I do not want to duplicate what has already been done that destroyed a household, love, and family. I am seeking understanding daily, but I do not feel like I am growing.

I NEED YOU LORD LIKE MY SKIN NEEDS THE SUN.