Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Letting go. Rebirth-Day 11

Your EVERYTHING is what i wanted. I pursued you willingly because thats where my heart wanted to be. You turned your back on me, my feelings, my regrets, and my apologies. Left me crying in bed as you make fun of the sincerity of my advances. So mean with your deciding words, something is so different about you-another man i figured. Hurt over rid my love for which i would die fighting for my destiny with you, but you chose another path, headed in the opposite direction of me, so I shook my head in numbness knowingly concluding that I will never make love to you under the stars again. I will never get a chance to say I Love You just because. I just wanted to love on you with humility and fortitude. Now, as you violate me with angered words, I will silently, like a thief in the night, walk away and move on.

1 comment:

Rae said...

I truly believe that GOD has a plan for all of us. It's Amazing the things that we go through for love. I too was in this place at that very moment when you wrote this. I was so lost in the Darkness that I couldn't see the light in front of me. I Thank God every Day for allowing me to open my eyes and see things for what he wants them to be and not for what I wanted them to be..