In Love...

No story was bigger than the hurt that was buried deep inside of heart; An avalanche of emotions tearing my world apart. Layer by Layer; Piece by Piece; A part of me died with our favorite love song on repeat. My heart was in mourning; Love does not taste, feel, smell, touch and hear my senses to quench what was needed; Instead, my mirrored reflection of my heart shows a man broken with his heart on his sleeve bleeding. I was born into this world loved; I prayed in love; I walked in love; I spoke truthfulness in love; All I wanted was to be loved...faithfully. Too emotional to give up; I fell to my knees; Sought God's face and yelled out, But...But...But God I love her. Surrounding sounds were muted; My arms lifted; God's spirit fulfilled unto me saying...Love ME more...My unchanging hand never wavers and never places worry upon you. Does she fulfill this purpose? My face met my open palms; Like a baby I wept in HIS arms; HE reminded me that no matter the circumstance, he would protect me cause I am HIS son. A drunkard in love crying while screaming at the top of lungs...It hurts Lord. I confessed I thought LOVE found me the one. Through sacrifice; Through effort; My love stood. No more running. No more games. No more manipulating my heart. Through faith; Through prayer; Through fasting; Through God's abounding love... Cheers to the Rebirth of my Heart.