Rebirth Day 24

I want the whole world to know that I am you and you are me. We are going to make history my love by allowing our dedication and devotion to the love we share be the example-ship of how a man and woman are suppose to love.
I honor my whole heart in providing a place of rest where I can download every beat of your heart and create a dot com and provide testimonial words of hope for others in love.
Wanting you in every earthly facet, I am ready to take US to a different level. A level where you can hold me accountable for my actions. Hold me accountable for loving the little things about you. Hold me accountable for dating, wanting, hugging, and making love to the areas where no man has every attempted to go.
I am your protector and soldier. I will fight the Desert Storms in your Life. I am your Rock and I will provide moments of laughter, of joy, and of happiness. Your smile will be the evidence that I am All Man in every way.
In love, I will never allow a tear to jab its way from your eyes. Your eyes will dance as you look through me and see my favorite song being played through my soul. Love you more tomorrow then I did yesterday. Will love you forever if you promise to stand with me forever. You are me and I am you. No wavering. No good-byes. Many kisses good night!
Until our hearts meet again...
I will be optimistically waiting in truth.

Rebirth Day 23

I stared at your picture over and over and over again trying to conclude that no matter the circumstance my heart will never put a period on how I truthfully feel about you. From the time when I dimmed the lights, lit a candle and gently watched my princess become a queen before my very eyes, I wrapped both arms around you grasping tighter and tighter in coordination with my nervous heartbeat-I was falling in love with you at that very moment.
When I opened my eyes, you were no longer in my arms. I called out for you, but through distance and time I lost you. I fell to my knees with hope that if i prayed and prayed and prayed that God would honor my outcries and bring you back.
Never to kiss you again. Never to say "I Love You again. Never did i see you again. Never did I feel the trembles of my heart when you stared through me and placed me in an atmosphere of joy and perfect serenity.
That chain that wrapped itself around my mind, body, and spirit was caused by not wanting to outgrow the love founded by US.
I needed to move on, find a way, and get to that place where God could transform me into His purposeful bliss.
But why do I keep fighting a battle that has already been won?
Why do I still taste you on my lips?
If the heart is a muscle, then why does it get so weak when i see you afar?
When does my love say Goodbye?
Cause it feels like love does not say Good-bye...it just replaces (HMMMMMM)

Rebirth: Day 22 Let it go (Even if it may Hurt)

I attempt to stay focus with the task at Hand, but the memories of our epic loving-making and placing our initials between the handwritten heart in the all-white sand still has me in disbelief now that your away.
No lies, no preservatives, no hidden agendas, I was just a man seeking the silver and gold of your heart, yet wondering where exactly did i fit in your life.
Looking through your eyes, there i knew, yes there I knew, I went to a place where no Man in your life has ever been before.
Clutching my face with my nervous hands, I say good-bye my love.
We promised that we would never say good bye. That we would hold on the steadiness of what love did for us: It brought us together and there we would be the world's example of how to press through it all through patience and God's diligence.
If the earth trembled, we ran to one other. But I had to say good-bye. I lied to you. I manipulated you. I misrepresented you.
Remember: No lies, no preservatives, no hidden agendas, i SOUGHT the silver and gold of your heart, but I fooled myself to believe I was not the perfect fit in your life.
Instead of building a portfolio of holy matrimony, I built everything that my mind could conjure onto quicksand...
I want to let go.
I want to scream.
I want to cry and feel sorry for myself.
I want to apologize.
I want to feel bitter and angry.
I want to place blame.
i want to feel a pinch of jealousy.
But, I if I can say Good-Bye to the love of my lifetime, I can say Good-Bye to any and all things that negatively distract me.
One moment at a time...